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despairs_ray
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Country: United States
State: cih-town!
Birthday: 11/19/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Assassinating French diplomats/
sexy androginous asian men/stalking celebrities/selling used furniture.....im me bitches @... despairs0ray
Expertise: everything *smiles and has shifty eyes....*
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit
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AIM:  despars0ray
Member Since:
11/13/2003
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| i have not been this tired in a long time.
last night was one of those nights where there was paranoia of not finishing baking in time for breakfast, however i finished took a sachikoo shower and only slept for 5 hours. baking is done for today but i feel reluctant to clean, me-n-do-ku-seeeee hountouniii. hopefully i can finish mopping and such by 6...
the other day was the first time i have ever thrown up from drinking. captain obvious says it wasnt pleasent; i dont think i had never wanted a teleporting machine during that time spent wincing in pain on the floor then in my entire life. being in a room with 7 people meant for 2 and a jacuzzi (how-many-ppl-have-had-unprotected-sex-in-this-jacuzzi = shiro luvv!!) creates a smell of death which somewhat resembles cigarettes and stale bodies. The drunken congregation at Perkins was entirely worth the hangover though; pies, yelling in japanese, H-footsie with A-kun (and when i say H i mean H XP). ah Detroit Lakes = fun times
speaking of A-kun, i think the fun is over perhaps, im pretty sure K likes him, but im not too sure its mutual :/ i think this because she follows him around too much, and at first i didnt really give a shit. its funny we catch each other staring at each other whenever A-kun is with the other person. fuck talk about dorama. ill see if he wakes me up tomorrow.
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| it has been over a week since i have arrived in the land known as minnesota. orientation at bemidji is over, and we have since then moved to dent. I sit now watching blade in spanish typing on a laptop ( XP ) in the shyokuinjitsu wrapped in blankets. its colder then i thought. i miss the routine of bakers orientation. i was just getting used to that when we suddenly had to leave for dent. this is probably the first day of my routine, i think ill stay up to eat breakfast with colin ^^ at bakers orientation we w ould eat breakfast, brian would cook good for breakfast, and nils would cook for lunch, he made this pasta with shrimp one day it was amazingggg~!
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| I can remeber sitting on a highschool stage with Diru across from me. This women was explaining the logistics of the show until she and the others left and i was left alone...with Die o____o. AS i moved closer with inquisitive thoughts he began to talk to me softer and then the makeout session yessssssss. however when the women and the others returned i found out yoshiki was his boyfriend, so the women sat between Die and myself, Sie giving Yoshiki these looks...As the show started we moved to the front and sat on the stage; it wasntvery crowded.
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| Good weather makes me truely happy; I think I am most grateful for life when the weather is warm. So today I dressed up and headed to nowhere else but Cubs. While "all the lights are changin red to green," I heard a faint "Lana!" It was Johnna, so we headed towards Cubs togther. Myself in a frilly skirt and Johnna in her kneehighs, I realized it was really spring. The distant sound of the train caught our attention; neither of us have ever seen it. Once we reached the tracks, it had already arrived. Grafitti and dirt marked the Union Pacific, and we both wish we could hop on and travel to our imagined destination: California. When the train stopped we were both nervous and in awe. It was gigantic and new but Johnna had class in 30 minutes and Im just impatient. The debate over wether to climb on to the train in order to get across was not easy. Anytime the gigantic thing could start moving and we would be electrocuted or crushed, because at speeds of 5 mph, it is truely dangerous. On the count of 1,2,3! Johnna and I chickened out and waited until the end was finally visible, and we waved bye to the conductor. Me in my long frilly skirt, the bright sun, cool breeze, and a wave: I havent felt so young since I was a child. | | |
| The bus is late, late, I don't mean five minutes, it is now 36 minutes
late. I realized this station holds many memories. The most
recent belongs to Nathan. That day we missed 3 Beloit Vans, and
due to Michael's printer malfunction, pretended we were on Giligans
Island. Before that, Tack and I traveled to Madison I
almost left my wallet on that chair, he rescued that wallet that
Ryohei gave me, when Ryohei was here he left me a present under the
tree...I wasnt too happy with it anyway. "Hold up my cell phone
ringing," what kind of fucking lyrics are those, goddam this song is
annoying. By now, I could have made Tack's reservations. This
sucks. SOS
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